North Node in the 1st House: Do. It. Alone.

Question: So myNorth Node is in the first house and South Node is in the 7th. I just found out that I am doomed to have unpleasant relationships. Any thoughts? I like to think of the South Node as being an actress, performing the same role over and over, never realizing there may be endless opportunities beyond that one drama. So what this means is that your former self gave away a lot of your personal rights and relied too…