Saturn in 1st House

saturn in 1st houseAn individual with Saturn in the 1st house often experiences feelings of personal frustration around expressing themselves fully to others. There is a resistance to exposing themselves to their environment, and it is common for Saturn here to be fearful of meeting new people and entering new situations. More than any other placement of Saturn, shyness, lack of self-assurance and difficulty in self-assertion is expressed more obviously.

The individual is, therefore, vulnerable to attack by others and they may have suffered bullying taunts early on over their appearance. Sometimes they may need to face an element of insecurity and be challenged by feelings of loneliness or depression for a time until they feel they can once again face the outer world with courage.

Saturn in the 1st house also has a tendency to take life seriously, and if it is conjunct the Ascendant – the individual often presents a heavily guarded self-image, and one that is stiff or awkward in expression. The personality can be very self-contained and there is a lack of real spontaneity. In younger years, there may have been some painful issues around expressing their identity. This position of Saturn suggests that they may have never been allowed to express selfishness or develop a genuine sense of self-will and confidence during childhood.

Consequently the individual may not assert their will for fear that they will fail, be a disappointment or simply be rejected. The challenge of Saturn placed in this house is to develop a stronger foundation for their sense of individuality, so they emerge a more authentic and self-confident person. According to astrologer Liz Greene’s interpretation of Saturn in this position: “There may be great difficulty in expressing the inner person to the outer world, and the mask becomes a prison that cannot be torn away; and behind it, the man slowly suffocates.” Saturn: A New Look at an Old Devil

With Saturn in the 1st house, if they pull back the mask they will find life. Saturn placed here may feel trapped and circumcised by heavy duties and responsibilities. The most important lessons the person will learn in their lifetime is how to strengthen their sense of boundaries and self-sufficiency. A strong sense of self-worth develops and an enduring sense of personal identity. Astrologer Bill Tierney calls Saturn in the 1st house syndrome: “stage fright of the soul” – Twelve Faces of Saturn: Your Guardian Angel Planet. However, the person can be of practical help to others once fears are overcome, and this allows the sound building of a reputation and sense of true self-build-ups up slowly over the years.

Saturn in the house of identity imposes a heaviness on the personality, and some will try to cover this up by presenting a lighter and less weighty sense of self to the world. However, it never feels truly natural or authentic and real confidence is built-up through the recognition of one’s identity. Sometimes the person is accused of being over-defensive, but confidence will break through, only when they don’t feel the need to heavily guard themselves. Another problem is self-criticism directed towards the physical appearance, and this is not at all helpful. Astrologers are often heard saying that Saturn gets better with age, so in the years to come, the soul may have less hang-ups over their appearance, and will have developed self-confidence, and achieved a stronger sense of individuality that sets like stone for their rest of their lives and won the hard way.

Since Saturn’s principle is by definition the polar opposite of faith (Jupiter), almost any aspect of Saturn  (whether harmonious or inharmonious) can show an area of life where we lack confidence. One of the most positive implications of any Saturn aspect (especially one involving a personal planet of the Ascendant) is therefore the knowledge that we can in the indicated area slowly develop a new level of confidence based on the realization of what our real capabilities are, as shown by the testing process of time, work and experience.

3 thoughts on “Saturn in 1st House

  1. I have Saturn in Cancer in the 1st house (I think, my mom wasn't exactly sure of my birth time) But I did suffer criticism of my appearance while growing up. I still feel "unattractive," even though guys have told me I'm attractive. But, I've learned to accept my flaws and let go of certain expectations. I'm also a single parent and I choose to remain single. A lot of my friends and people are always bugging me to "find a man." No offense, but I "need" a man like a fish needs a bike. One thing that Saturn lends, when being placed in an angular house, is a strength of will. I also have Pluto in an angular house (4th), which helps with will power.
    One astrology website states the following regarding Saturn's placement in a chart. I think it's really accurate, it also places responsibility and choice squarely on a person's shoulders:

    "It is most likely that you chose several ordeals matching your strength in order to grow more rapidly than other people."

    from: http://www.astrotheme.com/files/saturn_your_part_of_seriousness.php

    When I read that line I paused and sat back. It's heavy and made me think. For those who entertain the idea of reincarnation and that we all choose to enter this existence with specific strengths and weaknesses, well that makes you wonder. I wonder what the heck I was thinking. Just how damn strong did I think I was? 'Cause Saturn has been kicking my ass.

    Julie, if you have time and if you don't mind, could you to take a look at my chart and let me know what you think are the most important elements, aspects, etc?

    thanks,
    M
    dob 12.13.1974, time 6:07 pm, Minneapolis, MN

    my email: monica.0013@hotmail.com

  2. Hi Julie,
    I have Capricorn Rising with Saturn in my 4th house, along with the moon, mercury, and venus. Your posting of Christine Pascal was very interesting and I can relate to it as well.
    What drew me to astrology many years ago was when I purchased Debbi Kempton-Smith's book "Secrets from a Stargazer's Notebook" and read the description she has of Cap rising folks and how they have horrible posture and sad eyes (it descibed me to a tee!)…not to mention all of the things you've posted above including being bullied. My childhood was not the most ideal…
    Every day I struggle with confidence and realize that is my Achilles heel…but I also know it's something my soul chose to work on. Thanks for the posting!
    Helena

  3. I think the post is great the way it is! 🙂

    I would look on Amazon for a used book. It's no longer being printed. The one I have now is the 5th book I've bought. Every single time I lend it to someone they don't want to give it back! That should tell you something! 😉 I actually had the pleasure of having Debbi Kempton-Smith analyze my chart last year in April. It was a birthday present to myself and we talked for 4 hours…it was very enlightening!
    I too believe that Saturns have an easier time as the years go by. I started feeling a shift at the age of 36 (I'll be 40 in April). There is quote by Carl Jung that I can completely relate to…"The truth in the morning of our lives, become lies in the afternoon"
    The way I saw myself, even just 5 years ago, was a complete lie….I now feel, as Buddha says, "Awake" 😉
    Helena

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