The new birth chart hasn’t fully registered with me yet, and when I talk to my mother on Sunday, I plan to question her about it. She mentioned the time as precisely 4 pm, which seems suspiciously rounded. I believe there might be some flexibility in that timing. I haven’t strongly connected with the Leo Ascendant, I have always identified with Virgo. While certain aspects and house placements have remained consistent, the significant shift of over an hour has ushered several planets into new houses.
Notably, the placement of Pluto in the 3rd house aligns eerily well with certain life experiences. A particular concern that has surfaced is a suspicion that my sister may harbor ill-will towards me.
A feeling deep down in my gut that’s telling me my sister might be carrying around a suitcase full of hatred with my name on it.
Recollections from my early twenties resurface, reminding me of a troubling period when a teenage boy (who lived next door) seemed fixated on causing disturbances at my home. His intrusive behavior, such as lurking in my garden and attempting to force his way through my door, left an indelible mark. Additionally, I associate a hellish school experience with Pluto in the 3rd.
Flashbacks hit me – this teenage troublemaker, tearing up the garden and trying to play door-kicker like he’s auditioning for The Shining.
Over the years, I’ve found myself attracting sly and backhanded behaviors from neighbors, creating a somewhat disconcerting pattern. Furthermore, the intriguing connection between my Venus square Pluto and a neighbor adds another layer to the narrative. Despite being in a committed relationship, this individual, with his tall, tattooed, and bearded demeanor, exuded a powerful presence that, albeit cliche, sparked a complex mixture of attraction and discomfort. His persistent interest, including occasionally following me and parking outside my house, added an unsettling dynamic to our interactions.
Still, he’s been trailing me like a shadow for years on and off (unknown at times). This man once parked up outside my place, trying to figure out the mysteries of my life.
The relocation of Venus to the 6th house and Jupiter’s new residence in the 12th house raises uncertainties for me. Adjusting to this new chart might take some time, and I’ll need to observe transits on angles to see if any readjustments are necessary.
Interestingly, a minor transit occurred yesterday during this identity crisis – the Sun squared my Pluto exactly on that day. This alignment seems to mirror the ongoing identity crisis, prompting further introspection into the transformations and revelations that may unfold.
Adapting to this revised astrological chart may require time and careful consideration. I find myself contemplating the impact of transits on angles, searching for clues and insights to potentially refine the interpretation of this new chart. However, eventually, I’ll have to come to terms with a degree of uncertainty.
For individuals facing similar uncertainties, contemplating all of the astrological considerations may involve substantial reflection and observation of planetary movements from various perspectives. It also requires a level of acceptance that the astrological chart may not be perfectly accurate to the exact degree. There is an ongoing learning process through the impactful transits that unquestionably influence our lives. While striving to interpret and utilize the astrological insights as best as we can, it’s important to view them as a foundation, refining our understanding over time, and ultimately accepting them for what they are.